Is that according to Allah, or God ?... Allah, in your case, i guess.

Thats by the way what i believe will happen to me when i die.. Perhaps i'm an animal.. (according to some, i'm close......) I rather see that as a compliment though.. Animals aren't decadent, they do not lie, they know no greed.. they do not kill anything that isn't a thread, and even if it is.. they let it go when it surrenders.. they do only kill when it's dinner to them... and they always stay loyal to their own nature.. kinda like i am doing.. or at least trying very hard.. I rather deal with animals then people.. animals know no deception.. In many ways, they are better creatures then humans.. i even dare to go as far, to says that; If there would be a God.. animals would be his only successful creation.

But..

I somehow have a problem with jugement.. from any "God" .. but thats another subject... I wondered, for i had a cat for 13 years, that died of cancer. He never was anything then a good animal to everyone.. even the mice... which he refused to kill.. lol. thats why we called the local mouse "Karel" and fed him cheese.. Our cat wasn't going to eat him anyway... We loved that cat.. and so did that mouse.. He was a special animal.. really part of the family.. I dare to say that i would at least dislike any god that says that that cat doesn't deserve anything... its a living creature, it was helping us all he could.. and therefore in my eyes thats something sacret.. we cried when he died back in 1992.. and we gave him a proper burial.. In a little coffin and all.. no further silly things like a headstone or anything.. but Caroline and I felt he deserved that respect..

Since i'm writing my biography.. i came to that, and thats why i was wondering...