When I was young I used to wonder about him, but my mother wouldn't tell me anything about him. She said she would tell me his name when I turned 18 and what I did with that was up to me.... by the time I turned 18 I had been through so many things, I just figured - I didn't need to know, I had come that far without knowing.. I could go the rest of my life without knowing. I still feel that way.

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